Hello. Welcome to my site

Today marks a journey. As of 2/6/23 I am finally feeling good enough to put myself out there. I’m going to be doing something unique: I’ll be posting a story from each one of my hookups. I’ll talk about who each was with, I’ll talk about what we did, and maybe I’ll post a picture, if I have one (though it will not be explicit, I’m just meaning a selfie or something).

A little background on me:

I married my high school sweetheart. We’ve got two teenagers. In October 2022, we divorced. Before then, we hardly ever had sex, and when we did it was completely vanilla. Neither of us really did anything about it. I certainly initiated more, but I found my trusty vibrator to bring me more satisfaction anyway.

We had started talking about separating nearly a year before, so the final year of our marriage was really bad. We basically didn’t talk to each other. I think I knew it was absolutely inevitable that we were going to split up, and it made me angry. At the time, I decided to go to the gym to get some of the anger out, and that’s where I met a personal trainer who really whipped my ass into shape. No, we never hooked up. I never cheated on my husband. But, I did lose 20 pounds and now I’m in the best shape of my life.

After the divorce, I now have the kids during the week. I deal with their school stuff around work. Unfortunately, I work at a big box store where it’s completely mundane. I don’t have any other experience since I was the “Stay at home mom” for all those years, but I have to work random shifts every week.

After a few months, I had a conversation with a friend of mine about getting back into the dating world. I didn’t know how to do it, and I didn’t know if I wanted to. I know I’m still fairly young at 40, but since I was in a relationship for 23 years, I’m just sort of ready to be alone. But, my friend convinced me to hook up with a younger guy, just so I could “get the hang” of the dating world.

Well, we went on a “date” if you could call it that – dinner at Applebees and then we went back to his place. I wrote up a post on Reddit about this so you can read a bit there if you’d like, but the quick version is that we had sex and he came in my mouth, which really opened up my world to a new version of me, one that is incredibly sexual.

It made me realize that I actually like giving blowjobs more than sex. I had never given a blowjob before that. I understand I didn’t actually give my first one that night, that came a few days later once I understood that I enjoy swallowing cum.

So after I made the post on Reddit, it was unreal how many people messaged me. It really turned me on to see how I revved people up (in the public responses, not messages). People have been asking to see my body, so I put an image on reddit (which got removed, like many of my posts for some reason do).

I got incredibly turned on by all the attention I got on Reddit, which made me want to post more images. I posted one in fashion advice, which got removed. I have posted various times and they’ve been removed. So, it’s because of this that I have decided that I’m making my own site. One where jealous moderators won’t remove my posts.

I have kept journals since I was a little girl. I write in them nearly every day. I have kept every single one of them for nearly my entire life. I reflect on my days, and the other day when I was going back through my last few months, it made me realize I have a lot of stories to tell about these last few months, and that I’m going to continue to be able to tell them.

So I invite you to subscribe to read about my journey. I’m not trying to sell you anything. I know that women have been put into a box where sexuality is seen as taboo, and I’m hoping that by posting will contribute to normalizing being sexual for women out there like me.

As far as how this is structured, I’m going to be “going back in time” so to speak to post about my past hookups at first, and then I’ll be continuing as I go forward.

I hope you enjoy the reads.